Garden of Eden

I can't sing a song with straightforward lyrics
Because it always ends with sugar coated words
Since when did someone as lazy as I am learn to protect anything?
What colour catches you from the sky visible in the school yard
At times I want the white clouds to turn black too

Don’t leave me *sky chord*, you would've stayed here back then
I've already lost you *sky chord*, this isn't anyone’s fault, however

I know there are many more important things than becoming an adult
But I'll be growing up the whole time figuring out what they are
I wanted to stay up till daybreak when I was a kid
Now being chased with time I don't even have enough sleep

Don’t leave me *sky chord*, you would've stayed here back then
I've already lost you *sky chord*, I want to teach you

I know there are many more important things than becoming an adult
But I'll be growing up the whole time figuring out what they are
I know we can't stay like this forever, so let’s take that first step
Those words I've written in the notebook will never be changed
I know there are many more important things than becoming an adult
But I'll be growing up the whole time figuring out what they are

For I can no longer be like a child.

Whenever I hear this song, even if at the expense of my mobile ringing I believe it will give me the drive to tackle the challenges which lie ahead of me on that day. Apart from the fact that it was an excellent tune to complement the turmoil Inoue Orihime was going through, I too feel that I can relate to her absolutely gripping resolution. I think it is especially undeserving for her to be bashed/labelled weak by them flamers in forums, because of her neediness and over reliance on others. To me at least, having too much compassion is not a flaw. With utter disgust expressed, I find that its often lacking in the real world nowadays and that really ought to make up for some of it.

It’s really amusing how I’m sitting down here, watching over a few individuals. Breaking them down, piecing them together, and then figuring each of their intention out. Some caught desperately trying to climb the social ladder (without success I might add) and some getting too full of their selves till an exceptionally stubborn extent. Although I honestly do not bother to enlighten them how trivial what they are trying to achieve are anymore (I tried... they bite me!), I’m still slightly saddened over the fact that they will one day dwindle into a spiral of destruction from their lack of maturity. Perhaps, just like Alfred I’ll be the one to say ‘I told you so’ one day. I realise, in some ways how psychotic I am sounding, I’ll just hope I’m threading on the right pathway.

Because, for all I may know...I’m the one being too full of myself gasp*. Like how I tried pimping up my new racquet with ‘manly’ lead tapes. I’d have to admit quite frankly it was a little out of my physical limits. I hope I can persevere with the help of some wrist and rotator cuff conditioning, as I certainly see room for improvement!

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