Garden of Eden

Have fun celebrating our 5oth National Day, and I shall be content with Garden of Eden achieving silver status of 25 posts. Which really isn't much at all, considering its roots of history dating back to what... nearly a year already. And at the rate some people are going, one post a day, it'll only take them 25 days to achieve what I done in 10 months! Bewildering, iznit?

And there's also the emancipation of some people ( some hooligans ) when they leave for further studies overseas. Let me reveal the latest casualty of Imperial Uni, my lab partner for less than a month, Kisharn. Well to be honest, I wouldn't say I was a teeny bit dissapointed due to the fact he decided to leave me with all the work ( Ervin being very supportive, in the moral sense only ) but really feeling a little loss because this is say,... the third time which I've seen him venture into different paths.

We grew up together in primary, mostly attending quizzes in various schools. How can it not be fun when we're given the opportunity to strut along the foreign surroundings of a different school? And their students will look in awe as you're escorted like VVIP's into the hall, lol. Soon came secondary, where he served a year as headprefect before he left for La Salle Klang after Form 2. I actually hoped he would stay, coz you see...he's a big guy. Two heads taller than me, and with power of being the student head, nobody touches me =P. He stands up for me when I needed someone too, of which I deeply appreciate.

Not that I didnt bother to keep in touch when he left, but we drifted apart somehow. And there was this gap of 3 years until I met him again, when I originally thought I wouldn't be seeing him anymore. There he was again at Taylor's, this time with his new found passion of futsal / basketball and his intensified obsession with F1 cars. We stuck together during the first 2 weeks of college, simply because of this little common link between us, that we were once in the same class. And when we start to know our respective classmates, there it went again. A year and a half of typical hi and bye's.

But there he was again, during that brief stint in Monash. If there was anything to feel homely with in this totally new and strange enviroment, is to have someone which you've known since a good decade ago. How the times have changed, and I thought what I once knew of him would be much less that what he was now. But really, this Kisharn person leaving to UK, is just exactly the same Kisharn that stood up for me many years ago. I daresay, you're still the good ol person I knew then =).

I have an announcement. Apparently, I'm gonna be Kong Leon's senior. O.M.G. Bumping into him yesterday when I was foolishly dropping paper boxes from higher floors was something that I would never have expected.

I'm going uni today. On Merdeka, on a freaking public holiday. And even on Saturday. What have we become. I'd like to wonder.

I've actually set aside a post revolving the tagline, what if I said, I had a wishlist. But considering how busy I am ( and will be), maybe a week from now. If I get through that killer week that is. If there is anything that would get me through, it would be most likely the darkest things, and magic number's love's a game playing through my head. Good night then, poof.

40 minutes on a car ride. 15 minutes after lunch break. 5 minutes in between lectures. And 20 minutes before bedtime. Okay, these are the time when I'm free, but not quite enough to do something productive. So I daydream, occasionally, to pass the time in a relatively more 'beneficial' way. Compared to just any stoning around, right. There I was, sitting on that bench
observing tiny drops of water drizzling down. And I came up with a random question to ask myself. What movie/series scene left the most impression on me? Counting down would be...

5. Great Expectations

-This is the scene where Ethan and Gwyneth's character are still children. After a dance practice session, little Ethan went over to the fountain of water to quench his thirst. Of course lil Gwyneth followed suit as well, and you should be able to guess what happened. Yes, female kissed male...um while sharing the same stream which they were drinking from. Funny part, coz our little mister's eye was buldging in shock but neither did he resist lol. Cute scene ok, nothing peadophilic or anything!

4. Devil Wears Prada

-I think you know which part. None other than the final scene where Miranda smiled at Anne Hathaway. I don't think any further elaboration is nessecary for this one, heh.

3. Grey's Anatomy - season 3, episode I dont know what

-Accompanied by Snow Patrol's make this go on forever, Meredith got 'pushed' into the freezing sea. On that part, she was seen fighting for her life (perhaps due to sime inadequate swimming skills) but later was revealed that she was indeed an excellent swimmer. The truth is, she willingly decided to just give up right then, to end her sufferings, or so to speak. Only after some pep talk with the people she has seen dying, she decides to regain consciousness once more. And this line from her mom which is my favourite. She told Meredith that she was anything, but ordinary. Really heartwarming.

2. A Walk to Remember

-Basically, this one's has quite a lot. But I'll summarise them. First, if someone would have told that they'ed pray for you. I'm sure almost anyone would assume that they are praying for your good sake, for you have sinned and bla bla. But really, when Jamie said she prayed for Landon, she meant that she prayed for him, literally. Lol, corny but hey I'll bite. Also Miss Sullivan has a dream which she wants to be fulflled, that is to be in two places at a time. Of which, at that instance I didn't think was possible. Until Landon took her to non other than the country's border and walla, put one leg across the border. Wham, mission accomplished!

1. The Orange County - season 2, episode 21

-To those that had been faithful viewers of The O.C, one would know Julie Cooper was a downright evil scheming bitch who gets in everyones way, especially between Ryan and Marissa. And yes, even I hated her. But at the same time hoped that she would one day turn over a new leaf, although much to my dissapointment. Then it all changed. Well you see, this Julie was about to get divoreced and wouldn't recieve a single cent due to her pre-nup. And so she decided to poison and kill her husband on the night before he filed the papers. There was the spiked lemon liqour prepared, unknown to the husband, in which he nearly almost drank a couple of times. When it seemed definite that the glass would touch his mouth, Julie came right to her senses, snatched the wicked glass of liquid, went out of his sight and quickly dispose of the drink. Just as she was returning, her husband suffered from a heart attack and fell into the pool., about to get drowned. Julie returned to see him motionless in the pool, and for once, the good side of her showed. In her screams, I felt that she genuinely loved him and really did wanted to save him, eventhough a second ago was about to poison that old man. Fix you by Coldplay was such an appropriate soundtrack.

To those who know what I'm freaked out about, I was more freaked out today. Swt. I. Will. Try. My. Very. Best. To. Act. Normal. Here I go about again, sifting through my ordinary thoughts day by day, time after time, through my monotonous life. I'm still just the average person standing beside every pole. =)

Hey there delilah played before I collected my results. Rain drops keep falling on my head played when I had to rush, like a mad person to finish my maths assignment. And Kau ilhamku played as rejection letter from NTU kicked in.

Why do bad things rain in bulk and more importantly, why during my favourite songs! Ish. Cycle no.3 recorded.

I believe every humane soul has their own twisted way of reasoning to make decisions, solve problems and console their ailing self. And I am no exception. We all do really go to great and extreme lengths to do certain things, and fullfill whatever favours, requests, or expectations. All these based on, nothing but a sole pillar of belief, in which its sheer truth even questionable. Look back, people and ask ourselves. Was it all really worth it, worth it in terms of your own sake? Or rather...the so called 'greater good' of others?

It seems, occupying myself with work has done its purpose. In other words, managing to keep me off track of reality during daytime. However, not so much during the night, when dreams attack randomly. Which explains, why I have been zombiefying to uni every morning since last week and even, even desperately trying to get every ounce of rest. Thus, resulting into naps during maths and PSA lecture, even occasionally daring enough to skip dynamics. Sound sleep at present, is such a rarity. Let me see, the possibility or retaking econs, requesting my physics paper get remarked? Such dreams, stay dreams...I hope.

Some people's characters are pretty intriguing. To lay them out.., Ervin Loh, Quake Ai Fang, and ... probably Kelvin Yip. Friend or foe? Cause me with my crooked sense of reasoning is sensing something neither positive or negative. Trust is hard to gain, even harder to lose, and hardest to gain back. Hmm, I do hope I don't be too judgemental. Most people should be generally nice. Maybe sometimes they appear not, but what's hidden behind that shell dont really show. So actually, they could be nice in a way, should you look from their point of view.
But then again, not ALL nice people get along well.

I think I need some fast food therapy. Or some...say itallianies or chillies. Even pizza nan sounds delicious. Omg, look what Monash's sucky cafeteria has done to me. I'm suffering from exorbitantly priced human fuel defeciency syndrome. Its getting late and raining. Some sound sleep I reckon? If only...well then. Part 2 to come. Nites geegee.